Gives me a little hope

A couple days ago, I took a step I had honestly been putting off. Saying over and over again that I'm ok, that everything is alright, and honestly just avoiding a lot. There's no reason for me to be depressed. I have a great life, a fridge full of food, and some amazing jobs. As a child, I told myself that when all of this happened, the depression would just go away. Boy, was I wrong. My anxiety makes my hands shake, making it hard to text. I keep my hands in my pockets to avoid showing it to my family, friends, and even clients from work. But signing up for Cope Notes kinda gives me a little hope that it's something to help with the ongoing fight. Thank you.